See? Kokko is a helpful bird, she likes people. And whoaa, I was so close to forgetting to post todays page before I left for school! I usually do that before I even eat breakfast just to make sure I'll have some time to spare in case anything goes wrong or the internet is being weird. Now I was already packing my bag before I noticed I skipped one of my vital morning routines! Thankfully I still have like 15 minutes to spare, but darn, I sure am disoriented this morning!
And I blame this stupid, anxiety-inducing class for it! Okay, maybe I should just blame my anxiety issues, not the class... but I just want to go to school to work on some boring assignment like usual, I don't want to go to some weird organization to learn about them in order to be able to do that boring assignment in the first place! I'm just going to get lost on the way anyway. Sure, our teacher gave us the phone number for one of the people over there in case that happens, but I so won't use it because talking on the phone is pretty much one of the most terrifying things in the world to me! I think I'll just go straight into avoidance-mode and take the train back home if anything goes wrong, I'm not in the mood for an anxiety attack in the middle of the city today. *Sigh* ...why did I have to be one of those stereotypical art-people with crippling anxiety issues? It's so hard to interact with this scary, scary world, I really wish I didn't have to. Maybe I can become a hermit artist one beautiful day.